Thursday, September 30, 2010

Anti-Islam

****ASSIGNMENT*********

It's a hot button topic nowadays. Everyone is saying Islam is evil, blah, blah, blah. I don't care about this stuff. But....This scares me. A lot.



Let me start off by saying,

I don't believe that all Muslims are good, nor do I think everyone else is evil. There are a mix of both in every community and area.


In the news recently, there has been a lot of media coverage on Islam due to the Ground Zero Mosque. I don't care how far it is, people are going to have a problem with it no matter what. That is why I'm scared,  that people have a problem with this. Muslims died during 9/11, so I don't see how it was a victory for their families or for those who perished. But the results of these protest have lead to one thing, people now are able to show publicly that they hate Islam. Because honestly it's not about the mosque anymore, it's about hating on Islam.

This scares me. Because soon enough, there are going to be protests that somehow become violent, and innocent people are going to get hurt. It is ridiculous that stuff like this happens.

There is a giant misconception about Islam in America. The general public has this image of the Islamic community in America to be powerful, and can overthrow the U.S laws. The Muslims are planning to implement Sharia law into the United States, and start a terrorist/socialist regime, blah. How can that even happen? There are an estimated 4 million Muslims(cair.com/aboutislam/islambasics.apsx) in America to an estimated 307,006,550 U.S citizens(U.S Census Bureau). Even if all 4 million were citizens, which some are not, that is 1.3% of the entire population. It's going to be hard to overthrow the U.S. 

I have to take a step back. I'm generalizing here. I don't want to become part of the problem. Not everyone thinks like that, but it's much easier to make a point when you generalize. I guess the reason we do think that a whole lot of people think similar is because of the media. News channels need the ratings and nothing gets ratings like instilling fear into the public. The media is definitely part of the problem, but us individuals are also to blame.

Why do we hate each other so much?(Sorry for generalizing) Why do we have a problem with each others beliefs? I don't have the answers. It's not a rhetorical question, seriously. Why are we like this? It honestley puzzles me. It's not just Christians, and not just muslims, it's everyone. Everyone needs to have a say in what other people want to do. When people don't listen to others, discussions escalates to violence, and here is we get all our problems from. Wars come out of this.


(I have an assignment about wars, I'm going to elaborate more on this)


My beliefs:
  • I like to think of myself as a humble guy. 
  • I like to acknoweldge other people's opinions, analyze them, and give my side. 
  • I don't think I'm better than anyone else, and I don't think anyone is better than me.
  • I always try to look at the big picture in life, and always strive for more.Whether that be a little tidbit of information, or some extra change in my pocket.
  • I don't like wasting time. 
  • I try to make everything I do for the sole purpose to better myself, or else I wouldn't do it. 
  • This is actually a recent phenomena for me, because before college I never thought like this. I would always waste time doing something stupid. 
  • Now, other than playing video games, I strive to do something to help me out. 

Now what does that have to do with Islam... well nothing really, but it was a decent preface of who I am.
My beliefs about Islam may seem pretty non-conventional from an Islamic standpoint. Which is kind of weird to me, because from analyzing the translated text, my current beliefs is what I got out from it.


I think a lot of parents do a bad job of explaining religion and beliefs to their children. Many parents force their children into their religion, and many kids don't understand their religion. They are, and i am using this in the most non-evil sense of the word, brainwashed into the religion. This is scarier to me because some kids blindlessly follow a religion without asking questions, and that is a problem. But some parents force religion and rather than a lifestyle, religion becomes a chore for the kids and the kids don't care.

Now the parents want what's best for their child, and obviously saving your children from hellfire is as good as it gets, but forcing them is not the way you go about it. Nurture your child into religion. Show them why they should believe in what you believe in. That is the thing I noticed with "Muslim" kids. I see, a lot of them act out and go against their "beliefs". The only thing I can assume is that either their parents forced religion down their throats, thus leading them to not be interested, and this is how they rebel. Or they know too little about it to care. That is why I commend atheists for asking questions, obviously I don't agree with them, but still... Job well done.
 
I see religion to be between you, your god, and your community( group of people that believes in what you do.) I think the community part plays a really small part in the equation.  The only one who knows if you are a good person or muslim, is you and God(my belief, not fact).  It shouldn't be an individual's responsibility to impose his or her religion on others. Rather live your life to the best as you can live it, and set an example. Make people interested in your religion because they are genuinley interested, not because you told them to.


*The reason I don't take the community into account as much as you and God, is because you can be whoever you want to be in front of others. The only one who knows you is you and "God". You can be the best Muslim in the world at the mosque, and be the worst person at home. Also, the whole group mentality thing that comes along with the community may influence you and this may or may not be a good thing. That being said, I think it's important to have a genuine interest in others and to guide them down the right path*


I am a Muslim, if for some reason you could not tell. The reason for my belief is kind of weird. I think life is too coincidental for everything to be a coincidence. There are some magnificent things out in the world that humans don't know the answer too, but the thing that intrigues me are the little things. Just these little things that occur spontaneously and somehow drive all our actions one way instead of another. It fascinates me. I just don't think that all these littles thing that occur way to often life are left by chance. Now why this strengthened my belief in Islam and not in another religion,  I don't know. I guess because Islam is all I really know and it makes sense to me.


Islam is a scholarly religion (which can be said really about any religion). That being said peasants can believe in the fundamental values of Islam. Very few can fully comprehend the religion to it's full extent. Which is what some people think they can do. Some people believe they ca I think the majority of Muslims are linear thinkers, those who read and implement their beliefs solely off the literal words of the text. Very few can interpret the Quran and Islam. Sadly, many people think they are smarter than they actually are and try  I am a linear thinker when it comes to Islam because it's dangerous to interpret religion if you are not 100% qualified to do so. That does not only apply to religion, it applies to everything in life. Go ahead and listen, but don't take it to heart. Don't take anyone's word for anything, unless they are qualified to do so. I'm not advising anything here except for common sense, so you can take my word for it.



(Also, I checked in the Quran, there is no secret agenda to take over America.)

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Look at this freakin' catch!

Tony Moeaki is looking like Tony Gonzalez





Side note: The Chiefs are looking impressive as hell. They are 3-0 and their defense looks solid and fast. I thought that first game against San Diego was a fluke, but the Chiefs are starting to look like the team in the AFC West. The team is stacked with talent on both the offensive and defensive side. Offense has my favorite rookie this year, Dexter McCluster. Watch out for him. Also watch for Todd Haley to get Coach of the Year nods for this already impressive turnaround.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Anyone know how I can ease my mind?

I'm so pissed off

Bad day...

Today just sucked.

It was raining, which always detracts from the day. I hate it when people say "Isn't it great when it rains?", trying to be funny. NO. It's not great. It's dark outside, everything is wet, you get your shoes dirty, and there is always traffic because people are scared to drive. So we are already off to a bad start.

My first class wasn't that bad, because all I had to do was take some notes. Then English came along, and that wasn't bad until the very end. I end up getting a B- on a paper I thought I rocked. Apparently I do not rock. So that was pretty bad. Not the worse.

Right after English, I have to haul ass to the other side of campus and get ready for my math recitation class. We have weekly quizzes that I thought I was prepared for. NOT! The teacher introduces a brand new topic, and I am caught completely offguard. I'm not a bad math student, so I got half of the stuff down just from common sense.  Then the last 2 questions. I don't know em that well, but I know it well enough to finish the problems. So i turn my paper in and head out the door. I'm not blazing with confidence but I feel I did well.

Then I start talking to one of my classmates about the quiz, he said yea i got infinity for #3, and 0 for #4. I respond with "Don't you mean the opposite?" 
"No, the last problem was the cos problem."

Then it hit me. I switched the answers for the problems. I had all the work down, but put the answers in the wrong place. I wanted to smash my head into the door.

I tried to take my head off of my screw-up, but somehow it kept on popping into my head. I hated today. And I feel terrible. I've never felt this bad in a while.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

The Social Network

I actually want to see this movie. It's ridiculous how hyped this movie is getting. It's getting compared to Citizen Kane.

Top 30 movie list

I tried doing a top 20, but it was impossible.


30.Silence of the Lambs
Anthony Hopkins appeared for 16 minutes I think. He also won an Oscar for that performance. That says something.

29. Fargo
This is a great movie. It mixes comedy with suspense. Steve Buscemi and Frances McDormand both give great performances. I love Buscemi

28. The Lion King
It was the first movie I watched and could understand the words. I think I was like 5 when I saw it.

27. Usual Suspects
This movie has the greatest twist ever. The way you just see everything happen is amazing.

26.Gran Torino
I love this movie. It was such a quick film to watch and the premise was so simple. But the symbolism in the movie was pure magic. I loved it.

25. The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly
This Sergio Leone classic is the end of "The Man With No Name" trilogy. Clint Eastwood was pure magic, but so were his supporting cast.

24.Shawshank Redemption
This movie is a classic. If you have seen this movie, words need not to be spoken.

23. Spartacus
This movie was made in 1960. 1960. This movie is one of the most intense movies I have ever seen. It was almost as fun to watch as Gladiator. But when Kirk Douglas spears that egyptian dude.. that was awesome.

22. Godfather Part I.
I love this movie. I consider it one of the successes in film making history. The reason this is not ranked higher is because I fell asleep during the movie, not becasue of the movie, but becasue I was incredibly tired. I love this movie, but there are more I prefer over it.

21.Godfather Part II
I loved this movie. Way more than the first one.


20. The Untouchables
This is a great movie. Very underrated and not talked about enough. This is an incredible movie. Everyone does a GREAT job acting, from the bottom to the top of the cast list. Robert DeNiro, Kevin Costner, Sean Connery was incredible, and a young Andy Garcia surprised me.

19. American Beauty
This is one of Kevin Spacey's classics. Not many know about this funny movie due to its controversial subject, but i love it. Spacey validated himself with his movie by getting an Oscar, not that he needed to.

18. The Wrestler
The movie has such a simple premise and such a simple story. Nothing was forced down our throats and everything seemed so real. I guess because Rourke was going through something similar.

17. The Big Lebowski
If you are a guy, you love The Big Lebowski. That's it dude.

16.Dirty Dozen
Crazy fun

15. Traffic
I love this movie. I don't know why. Everyone did so well. Micheal Douglas was great and Bencio Del Toro was amazing. I love the guy. He was so good during the 90s.

14. District 9
Such a great movie. Not only was it smart, it was fun as hell to watch. When he gets into that machine at the end. OH OH OH OH. That was crazy.

13. Requiem for A Dream
This one was one of the fucked up movies I was not use to during my beginning days as a movie hobbyist. This was a crazy movie. I have never seen a movie jam their message down the audiences' throat like RfaD.

12.Se7en
Kevin Spacey is god.

11.One Flew over the Cuckoo's nest
I've read the book. I love the movie. I prefer it over the book, not because it is better. But it's so different. But different in a good way, the movie is not narrated by the chief unlike in the book. The story itself works so well. Jack Nicholson's change to insanity is so sad. You really want to kill Ratchet at the end.This is a crazy movie about a crazy guy played by a crazy actor.



10. Inception and Dark Knight and Memento and the Prestige
I kind of cheated, but who cares. I love all of these movies. ALL OF THEM. with a burning passion.
Inception was an incredible movie, evident by the response it got afterwards. Dark Knight was a great superhero movie, but more importantly it was a great crime drama. Memento was one of Christopher Nolan's early work and is a mindfuck. Honestly, if The Prestige came after Inception, Christopher Nolan would be viewed as a god.


9. Pulp Fiction, Jackie Brown, Reservoir Dogs and Inglourious Basterds
These movies were so different, but you can tell that QT had something to do with these movies. Quentin Tarantino may be a freak, but he is one of the greatest creative minds in Hollywood.  All of these movies are incredible. Out of these four movies, RD is my favorite, then PF, then IG, then JB. I absolutely LOVE Reservoir Dogs.


8. Fight Club
One of the cult classics of the 90s. One movie that everyone has seen and one of the greatest quotes of all time. "Welcome to Fight Club. The first rule of Fight Club is: you do not talk about Fight Club. The second rule of Fight Club is: you DO NOT talk about Fight Club!"

7. City of God
One of the rare gems in cinema history. It's a foreign film about the slums of Rio De Janero. It's an incredible film that I just love watching over and over again.

6. Chinatown
Jack Nicholson is a great actor. He is such a class act and his acting is so unique. He's kind of like Leo DiCaprio. He plays the same guy nearly in every movie, but the way he does it, it makes it fresh. The story is so captivating with a great twist at the end.

5. Raging Bull
Martin Scorsese and Robert DeNiro meet up to create one of DeNiro's, if not the greatest, piece of work ever. I love this movie with all my heart. Bob and Joe Pesci are so good. Like beyond words. DeNiro's commitment to acting is evident as seen through his 60 lb weight gain. And the Jail scene is one of the most emotional scenes I have seen.

4. Taxi Driver
This movie is crazy. Literally crazy. Everytime I watch it, i realize how crazy Travis truly is. His true motives, his attention to detail, it's scary. Robert DeNiro is incredible in this movie.

3 Deer Hunter
I can't believe I almost missed this movie. This movie is an incredible movie. Really solidified Robert DeNiro's legacy. Christopher Walken is actually a great actor. I always saw him as a joke, but the man can act. It's a touching story, that makes you feel for every character in the movie. I love it. Meryl Streep is also very good in the movie.

2. Apocalypse Now
Talk about an epic film. Seriously. Nothing can touch Apocalypse Now. From the beginning to end, there is an eerie tone to the film. When you start watching, you don't know what's going on, you're a little grossed out, but don't know from what. But you keep watching. Martin Sheen is incredible and starts of with a great opening scene. He is so creepy, but it works. Marlon Brando is godlike at the end. The cast is incredible. Francis Ford Copolla proves that he is one of the greatest directors ever.

1. American History X
I love this movie. I love it. I don't care what anyone else says. This is my favorite film of all time. I can safely say that. 1 and 2 are so close, but 1 definitely wins out. Edward Norton puts on the greatest performance I have seen from an actor. Have you seen Edward Norton? He is such a lovable guy, that you can't see him with a swastika across the chest. He is stupid good. Edward Furlong does a great job as Danny Vinyard. No one did a bad job. This, Reservoir Dogs, and Dark Knight are the only films I have on Blu-ray. I would never spend that much on a movie I did not love.

Honorable Mentions:
Kill Bill
Scarface
Donnie Darko
Snatch
Lock, Stock, and Two smoking Barrels
3:10 to Yuma
Unforgiven
Gran Torino



I left out so much movies. I would have done a top 50 but i have no time. Note that I love all these movies. Just because a film is 30, does not mean it's a bad film. Its a great film, and out of all the ones I have seen, it's in the top tier. See all of these films. Note some of them may be out of order due to time constraints, but for the most part pretty much in order. And if a movie is in the top 5, I love it so much. like with all my heart. But Chinatown is crazy good. There are not enough spaces in my top 5.

Top fave actors
10. Bencio Del Toro
9.Russell Crowe
8.Don Cheadle
7.Clint Eastwood
6.Jason Statham
5. Tim Roth
4.Jack Nicholson
3.Brad Pitt
2.Robert DeNiro
1.Edward Norton

Friday, September 24, 2010

Seriousness fail

I tried writing about something serious. But I couldn't. I am so tired, I couldn't process a coherent thought. College is stuffing my schedule with crazy amounts of reading. It's ridiculous. Thank God the weekend is coming.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

The Assignment.

Now, I have some clear directions on what is the point of this. I'm suppose to be posting on here at a minimum weekly. I'm suppose to have like a running series, like for example I could do a weekly Fantasy football update, or how my day went, or take questions and answer them,  or etc. I think I might do the Fantasy Football thing or just rant. I guess whatever is on my mind, I'll just write about it.

15 followers!

YES! There was a reason for you to follow on my blog. It was for a grade, and I thank you for that.

Who knows, maybe this thing will grow.

I don't think my teacher knows how blogs work...

I told him it's suppose to be short and precise. I'll try to keep all of them pretty short. Maybe a paragraph or two. Depending on what I'm talking about.

Movies!

My english teacher asked me to talk about one hobby I have. He told me to write on my blog about it. Go in to as much detail as I can.


I love movies. I still remember the first movie I watched when I could put together thoughts, The Lion King. A classic that every kid must have watched when they were little. I re-watched it recently and still love it. I never got the whole symbolism and deeper meaning to the movie then, I just loved it because of that epic scene at the end where Scar and Simba fight in the fire. That was so awesome.

In fact, I didn't start caring about deeper meaning or messages until around 9th grade. That was the first time I saw my first truly "fucked up" movie. American History X. Nothing like some good ol' rape and curb stomping scenes to get the body pumping. I was truly stunned that people made movies like this. But it wasn't the vulgarity of the movie(of course that was something different),  it was the acting, the story, the cinematography, and the overall message. I was so use to watching movies like the Fast and the Furious and Spider man, that I had such a narrow vision on how to watch movies. American History X turned a meaningless waste of time to a full blown out addiction.

I started watching more and more movies as time passed. I don't want to put an exact number, but I can safely say that I have watched over 100-200 movies in the past year or two.  I don't know if that's good or bad, but that it's too much. I watched all types of movies. 1920s-Present, foreign, sci-fi, horror, dramas, etc. I watched anything. I started out with the imdb 250 list, which was a great starting point. If i was going to get into movies, I wouldn't want to start out with shitty ones. I saw the classics like Taxi Driver, Raging Bull, Chinatown, 2001:A Space Oddysey, The Godfather 1 and 2, Apocalypse Now, A Clockwork Orange, Full Metal Jacket, Platoon, Rear Window, Psycho, and so many more. All I can say is that these people who directed these movies were freaking geniuses. I have so much respect for people like Martin Scorsese, Alfred Hitchcock, Stanley Kubrick, and Frank Coppola. The magic  these people created is amazing.

Also with this insane movie run, I realized why Robert DeNiro, Marlon Brando, Al Pacino, the Sheen family(before charlie went crazy), and Quentin Tarantino were recongized with such praise. I always thought it was people just hyping these people up. It's not. Marlon Brando may have been the greatest actor of all time. I've only seen Godfather I, A streetcar named desire, and on the waterfront. All three great movies.

I'm not living in the DeNiro era either, because despite him still acting, I wasn't alive during his golden years. But I freaking love DeNiro. To me, DeNiro is the greatest actor of all time, bar none. Raging Bull and Taxi Driver are two INCREDIBLE films. I don't know why but for some reason, everytime I watch Taxi Driver, Travis seems creepier and creepier. I think the viewer sees how fucked up he truly is. The ending is so great, when he makes the gun with his fingers, and then "poosh". Gives me chills just thinking about it.
Raging Bull just showed the commitment the guy had. He put on 60lbs for a movie. His acting wasn't too bad either. Got an Oscar. He was great in nearly everything he did. He did Heat, Godfather part II, Goodfellas(great fucking movie), and The Deer Hunter. Jesus christ. I didn't even talk about Deer Hunter? Deer Hunter is an epic of all epic movies. 3hrs and 20 mins, with one of the most chilling scenes ever. Great movie.

I'm dragging on. I'll post my top 10 list of movies and my top 5 favorite actors.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

First Blog!

Had to do this for English class. I don't expect much from here. But just follow along, i guess.

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Tay